Sure, there are plenty of things I could be doing right now. I could be finishing a project, working on some paperwork, or doing a few things around the house that I have evaded for months. But I really have no energy to do any of it. That's not to say I enjoy being bored because I most certainly don't, but sometimes there comes a point where doing nothing sounds better than doing something. The worst part is the thinking that comes with the nothing. I think about the time I have wasted, what I should be doing, what I could be doing, what I will be doing 10, 15, 30 years from now. And then I hide under the blankets and wait for tomorrow when I am too busy to think at all.
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